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[24 Feb 2005|11:53pm] |
so i miss having lj buddy's, people should talk to me on here again
today i did community service forever then went to my g-ma's for a few
after that i went to the game, woo hoo go team, then i stoped and said hello
to my baby and went home
today pretty much sucked nuts
but tommarow will be good cus me and mel are spending the wole day together
and im excited!
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[08 Feb 2005|12:33am] |
Breathe deep
somebody call the doctor
i am dieing in you
over the rainbow is a star
tommarow brings a new day
a new disaster
lets run arm in arms
butter my bread
are we all dead
running away from the fear in my head
you can hear the people scream
this morning in the parade
i shot him dead
give birth to this new creed
teach baby how to scream
bathe me in the electric lights
ive planted a seed
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[19 Jan 2005|06:23pm] |
so i really fn like the screeching weasels
they are such a great punk band
i just needed to say that
...you dont have the balls to be a queer...
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[17 Jan 2005|01:45pm] |
i made a journal for lyrics i write so if you wanna read them go there
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) wordstothewise
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[04 Jan 2005|09:50pm] |
i stole that from nolan
ummm in other news
i streched my ears to 5/8s
thats pretty neat eh
i beleive so
oo oo i get to play drums in a hardcore band
thats something ive allways wanted to do
im prob gonna suck ass a lot
but hopefully with practice i can figure it out
ummm i want to be with me mel right this instant
but unfortunatly she is on a bus driving around
with her bball team
even if she was home tho i couldnt see her
cus i didnt go to school today on acount of
the intense puking i did last nite
that blew
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the mac cancelled our show on the 16th
but i guess we're gonna find another venue
so w/e im gonna be mad if it doesnt go down
cus im most certain we could have a sweet set together by then
but ne ways
im practicing in my hxc band tom
not sure what the name is
i dont think that matters
i think all that matters right now
is that i can not fn suck it up tom so they dont kick me out
i mean i havent touched a drum set in months
not to mention i was never all that great to begin with
hopefully they r pacient with me cus thats something id love to do
ne ways
keep it krunk biznatches
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[01 Jan 2005|02:29am] |
those damn cell phone comercials are starting to take over america
its almost as bad as it was in germany
just wait people
mark my word
in like a month every single comercial will be selling you a ring tone or a wallpaper
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[29 Dec 2004|06:10pm] |
sooo long time since i wrote in this
ill just start at christmas
melissia was out of town
it sucked
christmas wasnt too horrible tho
i got enough $ to buy a spirit pass
i went snowboarding with alec n then picked up muh lady
then my bday that was pretty horrible
i basically faught with my rents the whole day
i got to pick mel up at like 5 tho
we watched napoleon dynomite
that movie is the shit
yesterday we drove to the mall o merica
( i know i spelled it wrong let me explain)
i got directions from mapquest
and they took us to a dead end road in edina
so we went to a gas station
they had directions printed on to paper because this obviously
happens to them a lot
i mean good lord you'd think mapquest would know how to direct you
to the mall of america
ne ways we finally made it there
we went shopping for a few hours
i got the hellogoodbye cd cus it fn rules
a got a sweater/tshirt w/e i dunno what it is but i like it
i baught 5/8's plugs
i havent put them in yet but they are really nice
ummm after we went shopping we went n saw meet the fockers
that movie is great everybody should go and see it
umm after that we started home
didnt have directions so i just headed north and that worked out
ummm today has sucked cus ive been sitting on my ass all day
i did record some songs today
they sound pretty decent
im going to hand it out as the bf4nvr acoustic ep
so if ne 1 wants one just say so
im going to mels in a few hurr n that should b good
cus im dieing to see her
word
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[05 Dec 2004|11:09pm] |
God
u say u love me
but who the fuck are you
if u cant tell me now
its sliped my mind too
it may not be your fault
but it sure as fuck aint mine
in the end its the one i luv
who sticks it to me everytime
i cant help but feel this way
living in my lonely days
ever since the day you left
ive ridden through this emptyness
i know that your there
but why am i
is this all a game
or did i get the bent controller
why is life so empty
to those who understand
yet the ones who dont give a fuck
get everything they can
curupt as the hate
that is the most loved
in a habitat
that screams im the only one
pride in a country
thats forgotten about me
when all u want is me to go away
so you can go on living without shame
but at least i have what i love
and what i allways hate
evan tho i got nothing i still have that
one thing and turns out its you
Nothing
ill remember to forget this line
the next time that i say this is
my one last chance to not die
when you have nothing
giving up is second nature
why get up to get knocked down
my viscous cycle is on tap
like a merrigoround
if i only had the guts to rip them out
my fear of life and of
living in fear
of never finding out
why the fuck im here
i know im not the best
but i didnt ask for much
your life just seems to have all the luck
pointless as trying
when i cant evan get the ball roling
to try to fuck up
in a world where there is no prize
when its to fucked up to want to strive
to do better then what is idolized
life is rigged from the vote you cast
to give away every little thing
u've worked for when your future is the
same as your past
and u have a free one way ticket
to better days
just as soon as you sign away
all u hopes and asperations
for that future in which you've made the
downpayment on
eh
tuck me into bed
say your last goodbye
sing a pretty song
a lonely lullabye
your on your own now
i hope you learn to fly
dont ever come home
remember boys dont cry
dreams crash harder
then fatefull accidents
friends lost with time
heart sold out for
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[16 Nov 2004|11:56pm] |
so bf4nvr is ready to move forward
i sat down tonight and made a set list
and played through it
it appears that i could start doing some shows
hopefully a band forms around it
but im ready
for what its worth to you the set list is as follows:
1.jump OFF
2.some lame emo name
3.Kill Me
4.why'd we ever bunk
5.SARahs Secrets (Told You SO)
6.why
7. Lefty (PreYou Anthem)
8.The Plan...8's a charm
9.Broken heart lullabye
10.fYEAH
so yeah im stoked, haha
oh and if ur looking at the way those r spelled n what not
thats how its suposed to be thats what gives meaning to
the names
peace
oo oo who thinks i should schedual a show?
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[15 Nov 2004|11:35pm] |
long time no update
um tonights diff cus i wrote a song n
i needed to type these lyrics out so yeah ....
F yeah!
difrences
divide you from me
look past the obvious its time to find the peace
of common ground
on which to stand
no ones entirely right, who am i to judge your thinking
hopefully
one thing we can agree
love one another learn 2 live in harmony
its time to prove
we're diffrent from
all of the people who have fucked the world
its time to show
we seem to care
humanity depends on you and me
why dont we get along,
set this one same goal.
live day to day as civil human beings
a roof and a bed
water and bread
safety for the ones we love,stay dear to the one above
scratch my back and ill scratch yours
remain true to you and yours
honor friends with dignity, shock the rest with love
___________________
so once again ill ask
"hey what do u think"
n nobody will reply
....tell me what u think
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| as you wish....(hehe) |
[27 Oct 2004|10:23pm] |
soo
lets start off by letting everyone know im crazy in love with this girl named melissia she's like super cool core n what not*big smiles*
i cleaned my room its the shit
i totally have a lamp, n my computer is hooked up to my sterio so its good
ummmm me andy and mike are making a band its gonna be saweet we need a bass player still i beleive
me n trevor r gonna work on my bf4nvr stuff, n make a cool emo thinger not sure what ud call it but yeah
so um yeah yesterday was the foreknown it dies today martyr ad walls of jericho bleeding through show, twas a spectacular
um today was college fair that was cool
im officially in love with musictech evan more than b4 im thinking that may be the place fur me
hmmmmmmmmmmpenismmmmmmm
uhhh yeah im done
(hehe)
:)
<3
ME'nSHIT
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[21 Oct 2004|12:05am] |
i started to write lyrics to one of my sogns
back and forth up and down
children dieing in this town
talk of change all around
cry out this dieing sound
lost emotions never found
falling backwards upsidedown
humanity has lost its grip
talk of peace shot down
war is love dont frown
truth will just bring u down
everyone looks around
leadership is not found
everybody get down
for this sign of peace and love
suply the rich deny the poor
we need less they die for more
feed the hungry with our war
dignity has lost its say
ignorance is bliss for rich nationalists
wealth and power ride over honer
bow down to the usa
tell me what u think
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[19 Oct 2004|07:13pm] |
Soo yeah
last nite i went to see the briefs and the undisireables(spelling god im dumb) and a bomb nation
all the bands fucking rocked
i got to hang out with the drummer of the briefs for a bit
he was a really cool guy
we talked about skating n being in bands n such
n he said i looked liek dave grohl haha
but yeah they get on stage
n there merch guy who was also a cool guy
was like get dave up there!!
so they called me up n were like everybody this is dave grohl n i said hi
it was a fun show
i traded my ps2 for a 300 dollar wireless sytem which is cool
i got to rip on dusty a lot
i got a text from andy that said find a drummer
which means me n him are starting a band
and i do beleive that mike taylor is gonna b our drummer
not only is he the fucking shit at drums but the other day at the mall
me n him were talking about bands n such n he is super dedicated to practice n shit
so that means we'll actually get our shit together soo hooray!
ummm i have to my international studies project tonight, it shouldnt b too bad
Im picking melissia up right after school tom n that will be wonderful
*big smile*
so yeah life aint to bad right now n i like it
excludign the felony charges
and the 2 detentions i have to do for skipping last tues
but that shit doesnt seem to bother me
so yeah
:)
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[13 Oct 2004|11:56pm] |
SO i reallllllllly need to start a new band
like oh say in the next 30 seconds
blah
im rerecording the bf4nvr stuff
does ne body like that??? cus ive been thinking of maybe doing a show with it
but i dunno
w/e
WHO WANTS TO MAKE A BAND
AND TAKE IT SERIOUSLY
AND NOT BE A WASTE CASE
POT HEAD BENT ON, OUT
PUNKING EVERYBODY??????
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[12 Oct 2004|10:42pm] |
So who actually knows of the exsistance of this journal because
i dont think anybody reads it
leave me a comment!!!!
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[10 Oct 2004|11:51pm] |
Today blew
i slept only like 7 hours cus i got up at 12 n decided for some reason not to go back to sleep n then i sat on my ass all day n did nothing
then at 5 i went to work
work sucks i hate my job
boots n the inbred morons were at the dq tonight making a big seen
insulting us and just ranting on about bush, and shouting obscenities
i got the job of kicking them out
they wouldnt listen they caled me a stupid fucker n a rebublican
yeah thats right they used the word rebuplican as an insult at me
after they realized what they said of coarse they took it back n stumbled over there words while i said somethen clever like
ne ways they didnt leave so i took there liscense plate numbers n we never called the cops so that kinda stunk but o well
i cant stand those assholes
arrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ne ways
we closed at nine n didnt get out till like 9:45 so i couldnt go see melissia
n yeah that sucked
so i go home sit at my computer
n i try n record some music but my computer blows
n yeah
im just fucking aggravated
today just really sucked
n all i wanna do is just see melissia
but thats not going to happen untill tuesday and evan then its gonna b cut short by stupid boy scouts where ill just go there n sit on my ass n do nothing cus we never do anything and its fucking stupid cus nobody goes
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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